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tre sa creasca nivelul dopaminei bai……asta era dedesubtul…

somehow too full of myself part 2.

+opossing elements with an inner coherence to all that

an eerie feeling that something`s missing.

i might fall in love with you. then grow to desperately need you.

i don’t need to talk about my insecurities. i just have to move past them.

sublimul, viata, crestere, dezvoltare si speranta in culoare..in verde mai exact…relaxarea dar si deznadejdea in culoarea intelectualului, galben ..mica mea stie sa alega indirect culori… mica mea e o culoare toata si am sa o pictez in continuare sa ii nuantez cromatica…acelasi lucru il va face si ea stergandu-mi urmele monocrome ce inca mai stagneaza…idei in culori si culori in idei, jocuri simple si totusi colorate, fiecare actiune, lucru, entitate (…) poate avea o culoare. cat e de greu sa o alegi pe cea potrivita? si totusi hai sa nu ne invartim in retorice..majoritatea le urasc…chiar si eu…artistul… da… mica mea sa ma coloreze..in imperativ….mica mea sa ma coloreze! da..un ordin. adu-mi culoare iubito.

blogu striga azi-noapte: vreau culoare, vreau culoare!

verde, putin mai la dreapta, mai sus, inca umpic. perfect!

el nimic  

-et dit moi mon frere, c’est quoi ton secret? mm?  c’est quoi?

-maaaais mon dieu, c’est magnifique!

-no, bro’, no, you got it all wrong. il s’agit d’un autre secret.

somehow too full of myself, though.

being rude and waiting out their boredom.

i….i…I would like to thank you all. all of you who have been on my side when i was in need (or not, doesn’t matter that much). thank you all for giving me the piece of advice i needed (or not, doesn’t matter), for reassuring me (even though i didn’t need it- doesn’t matter that much). thank you for keeping my eyes open ( i may have wanted to close them- well, again, doesn’t matter that much).

finally, thank you all for making me realize the futility of life and the ubiquity of stupidity. and boredom. and uselessness.

that was awesome. but you know, life`s a do-it-yourself thingy (that was today’s revelation)

hihi, that`s it!

peculiar